Bored of this world

I got bored of this world. When I look around I see paterns. Paterns of distorted fractions of the outside world. Patterns of low quality... Empty human shells reacting mindless to input patterns... outputing patterns witout the inner self living in it... This world is an empty shell or patterns floating around from minds to minds without the God living in... Patterns going through minds with a high loss rati... When I ask people around, they seem mindless.. If a turing is a test to tell humans and computers apart, what test can you do to a person to know if he is aware of himself or he is just an empty shell reacting to what you ask him? This world is wrong I want out of it